im a sugar mama!

so my pregnancy is ok but not good good! the doctor called me to tell me about the test result after i did the sugar test. she said that its high so im gona have to come back n do the 4 hour test to make sure. i went n did it again n this time they took blood from me 4 times....after fasting of course. they called again and told me its high:(( the office lady gave me a new app to see the doc. after like a week i went to see her n all what she told me was ya ur sugar level is high...i was waiting for her to tell me what im going to do..what should i eat, not eat...etc but she told me nothing....except that we r going to have to send u to a diabetes specialist, we have to finish some papre works n then we will call u again!! i asked, is there anything i should do from now till u guys call me...she said no!! i was very mad cus she made me come to the office just to tell me ya ur sugar level is high....they already told me that on the phone!!!

no wonder i was feeling funny all this time. im sweating alot, feeling dizzy all the time, and sometime after i eat iftar( which includes lots of rice) i feel my eyes kinda blurry!! many times at home n the masjid i would feel like im going to faint especially after i eat iftar! my poor body was going through so much!
so now it has been almost 2 weeks since i knew n they still didn't call me!! Thank God we know this doc in our masjid who told ammar that i basically should stay away from sweets, rice and even my fav thing fruits, he said i can only eat one a day.......! or honestly i wouldn't of known. I'm very frustrated too cus i did some search online..n they were saying it's actually could be harmful for the baby..n that they should keep a closer look! they were even saying that some women might need to take the shot!! im just soo stressed out about it...inshallah im gona call the doc on Monday to see whats happening i cant take this anymore. Ya Allah protect me n the baby:(
subhanallah this thing made me think of all the sick people who have to stay on a special diet, its really hard.
I can't fast everyday but im trying...n its so hard when i want to eat something for suhor...no more sandwiches cus of the bread! no more peanut butter cus i need to put honey! i just drink a cup of milk with a piece of cheese! for iftartr i eat lots of salad..some meat, no rice. ahhhh i miss u rice lol...its funny every time we have iftar at the masjid all those lady will offer me some homemade sweet n all the yummy stuff n im like sorryyyy! wallhi i wish but i can't. subhanallah...its kinda weird having this sugar thing cus i don't really eat sweet at all..i don't buy sodas, chocolate, i don't even put sugar when i drink my tea. i even add water when i drink juice!! n we don't have diabetes in the family!
i hope this thing will end soon inshallah(mostly after i have the baby)
يا الله ييسر اموري واشفيني واحميني انا والبيبي واشف كل مرضى المسلمين والحمد الله على كل حال
please keep me in ur duaa:)

Ramadan kareem=)

Ramadan Kareem:)) alhamdulilah everything is good n i miss my blog! ok so now im 27 weeks pregnant alhamdulilah everything is good..very active baby mashalah...and no we don't really know the gender is cus the doctor was not sure! she was very mean lady too....oops astaghferullah its ramadan;) so anyway me and my husband don't really care if we know or not..we are just praying for a healthy everything inshallh. Fasting is ok, im trying not to work very much..some days i try to ignore this feeling of having to vacuum this room or cleaning the glass door...and i try to wait for my brother or husband to do it when they come...but uhhh sometime i succeed and sometimes i can't stand it so i have to get up and do the work myself...but of course later i do suffer the pain...but hey i feel good inside!

Zaid started going to PreK last week and i'm soo excited for him. we choose morning time so he goes from 8-11 am. and alhamdulilah he loves it. Im soo proud of him habeby...his speech has improved alot alhamdulilah....he knows the alphabet both in Arabic and English and his teacher was impressed ;)) mashallah and now he even knows to read some sentences in arabic. Today he woke me up and said "saba7 al khyr" he was basically holding his book with the title !!صباح الخير

mashallah now he can also say the duaa before he goes to bed:)) Im such proud mama can u tell =))

I've been noticing that zaido loves music too and every time he watches sami yousuf videos on "you tube" and stuff, he keeps repeating the one when sami yousuf plays the piano, daff, or any instrument.

so i decided to buy him a small guitar;) and he looooves it. The other day he brought 2 sticks and was hitting the plastic chair like he was playing the drum!! i was laughing so hard. see the pic lol.

ummm did i mention that he is potty trained now:D like 3 months ago and it feels sooo good and it was sooo easy alhamdulilah..it took him 2 days only and he doesn't even wear pull ups when he goes to bed:DDD mashallah!

My in laws are in Qatar and it sucks not having them around especially in Ramadan and Eid..this eid is going to be sooo different without them.

This is my news:)) may Allah give us strength in this ramadan and may allah accept our fasting and prayers..may allah make the Muslims all over the world one strong umma.

and i wana thank anyone who was actually checking the blog this whole time...

Ramadan kareem u all =))