My baby Reda is here

(Alhamdulila, Reda Kahf, born May 22, 2012 at 5:41 pm, 8 lb 22 inches long)

alhamdulilah alhamdulilah alhamdulilah..


I'm sitting on my bed watching the most beautiful angelic face, i feel so blessed i can not explain it. Finally my baby is here...the long 9 months are over! 
on Tuesday Ammar and I went to my regular check up 41 weeks!! and i knew the Dr will have to decide what to do next, i was very afraid that she will induce me but subhanallah! i was 4 centimeters already with those weird contractions! she told us that she already have a c section to do at the same hospital and that we should meet her there to break my water! I didn't know what to feel...like really! this is how it is going to be! ok!
so we went home and took what we need and my sister took care of the kids alhamdulilah =)
we arrived around 1:30pm did some paper work. 3pm the Dr broke my water, and by 6pm i was holding Reda:') I can not describe the feeling this time. I asked the nurse to put a mirror so i actually saw the head coming...and I'm so glad i did it. for the first time i feel like i enjoyed the experience, i was more alert, watching him coming made me wana push more from my heart so i can help him and meet him..it was one of the best feelings ever...when they put Reda on my chest, i hugged him, kissed him, and felt this bond right away..it was very very special subhanallah. 
This pregnancy was the most difficult by far...but the fastest and most joeys of all!


Having my sister here feels amazing...things couldn't be planned better than this! ya Allah i can't thank U enough. What can i say about this sister...Fatima the big heart, the one who takes care of everyone first and remember herself last, Fatima is like the other mother for her siblings, the wise sister, the fun sister, she brings us together and i couldn't of asked for a better sister alf alhamdulilah :')

im truly blessed. 


and habeb 3omry Ammar! what can i say about this amazing man...i thank God everyday for sending him to me...Ammar was amazing during labor...he was making me warm by massaging my back and stomach and did exactly what i wanted alhamdulilah it felt amazing,i know men usually feel helpless during this time but he actually did help me a lot:)
الحمد والشكر لك يا رب على نعمة الرضا..اللهم اجعله من عبادك الصالحين المصلحين اللهم أعنا على تربيه زيد ولانا ورضا تربيه تدخلنا جنتك...اللهم اجعل القرآن ربيع قلوبهم 
امين  
اللهم وأغث أهل سوريا وأطفال سوريا وأمهات سوريا..اللهم فرجا عاجلا يا رحيم
امين

due date..? NAH

ok ok I'm passed my due date! still waiting and it is not fun! but Allah knows what is best for me and the baby! This whole pregnancy is weird from beginning:D
i think this baby doesn't want to bother anyone, he is waiting for his khaltu to arrive on sunday inshallha! Mohamad is leaving tonight to go see baba in Detroit! so i need someone, I'm gona ask my sis in law to spend the night.
oh baby baby...when is ur day? =)

sweet Lana

My sweet Lana in her school =)
forgot to mention that we did it finally, she is potty trained whowow..it's been like 3 weeks since we had our last accidents alhamdulilah...and now we are big girls we are always dry at night=)
big thanx to my amazing husband Ammar for being a big part of helping:)
love u

39 weeks

No progress yet...alhamdulilah Ammar arrived safe ahhhh i can relax now...my love for this man keeps growing each day alhamdulilah may Allah bring us closer to Him
يارب يامن رزقتني حبه ارزقني سعادة الدارين معه..امين

last night after we finished dinner n i was sitting, this baby moved so much it actually hurt..i had to stand up and i thought for a minute! is he coming out or something!! Allah yustor!!

any way, Ammar helped me take the kids to bed because Lana was giving me a very hard time last night! Zaid kept asking him about the shytan, heaven, Allah...etc this happens ALOT during the day too ever since i told him the story of Adam and Eve and how they left Jannah....etc
Ammar was explaining how it's ok to make mistakes as long as we say astghfurullah and learn from it, then Zaid said, "that means Lana has to say a lot of astaghfurullah" LOL habeby Zaid!
these 2 kids are so different, i wonder how the new baby is going to be? look like? ahh i can't wait to hold him and look at his face inshallah<3
يارب يسر كل عسير..يا رب تحمي أولادي وتجعلهم نور لحياتي وتجعلهم من الصالحين المصلحين...يا رب اذا نسيت الهدف من الامومه والنعمه يلي عندي فذكرني واجمعني بناس تقويني بديني يا رب العالمين.

Zaid learned the duaa from sunday school and did that! habeb ably ana i love this boy so much<3 alhamdulilah.

 

38 weeks

ok 38 weeks, 159 pound and waiting...im having less contractions this week subhanallah!
new drama, Ammar is leaving Sunday night and coming Wed inshallah! and I'm just here waiting and praying not to have the baby alone :( can u imagine. My brother will spend the night so that's good....
lets hope i don't have the baby before he comes..
I WANT MY FAMILY :'(