im a sugar mama!

so my pregnancy is ok but not good good! the doctor called me to tell me about the test result after i did the sugar test. she said that its high so im gona have to come back n do the 4 hour test to make sure. i went n did it again n this time they took blood from me 4 times....after fasting of course. they called again and told me its high:(( the office lady gave me a new app to see the doc. after like a week i went to see her n all what she told me was ya ur sugar level is high...i was waiting for her to tell me what im going to do..what should i eat, not eat...etc but she told me nothing....except that we r going to have to send u to a diabetes specialist, we have to finish some papre works n then we will call u again!! i asked, is there anything i should do from now till u guys call me...she said no!! i was very mad cus she made me come to the office just to tell me ya ur sugar level is high....they already told me that on the phone!!!

no wonder i was feeling funny all this time. im sweating alot, feeling dizzy all the time, and sometime after i eat iftar( which includes lots of rice) i feel my eyes kinda blurry!! many times at home n the masjid i would feel like im going to faint especially after i eat iftar! my poor body was going through so much!
so now it has been almost 2 weeks since i knew n they still didn't call me!! Thank God we know this doc in our masjid who told ammar that i basically should stay away from sweets, rice and even my fav thing fruits, he said i can only eat one a day.......! or honestly i wouldn't of known. I'm very frustrated too cus i did some search online..n they were saying it's actually could be harmful for the baby..n that they should keep a closer look! they were even saying that some women might need to take the shot!! im just soo stressed out about it...inshallah im gona call the doc on Monday to see whats happening i cant take this anymore. Ya Allah protect me n the baby:(
subhanallah this thing made me think of all the sick people who have to stay on a special diet, its really hard.
I can't fast everyday but im trying...n its so hard when i want to eat something for suhor...no more sandwiches cus of the bread! no more peanut butter cus i need to put honey! i just drink a cup of milk with a piece of cheese! for iftartr i eat lots of salad..some meat, no rice. ahhhh i miss u rice lol...its funny every time we have iftar at the masjid all those lady will offer me some homemade sweet n all the yummy stuff n im like sorryyyy! wallhi i wish but i can't. subhanallah...its kinda weird having this sugar thing cus i don't really eat sweet at all..i don't buy sodas, chocolate, i don't even put sugar when i drink my tea. i even add water when i drink juice!! n we don't have diabetes in the family!
i hope this thing will end soon inshallah(mostly after i have the baby)
يا الله ييسر اموري واشفيني واحميني انا والبيبي واشف كل مرضى المسلمين والحمد الله على كل حال
please keep me in ur duaa:)