The Mysterious Laugh!!

This morning Zaido woke up crying so i thought oh it's Fajir time then. But when i looked at my cell, it was actually 3:30am! After checking him, we found out that his clothes are wet :(, habeby he was screaming in pain... so i changed his clothes and diaper while Ammar made his bottle, and alhmdulilha he went back to sleep again...but this time he slept with us in the middle:) and from there the fun started.
We couldn't go back to sleep... i turned my back, but Zaido was sleeping as if the bed was made for him alone=) he was lying down in the middle with his hands wide open! so Ammar and I were like on the edge and i kept feeling this boy's hand on my back...so cute yu'abushny!
I couldn't help but turn around and i started kissing his little hand. The funny thing is Ammar was doing the same exact thing too:D and we started laughing...it was the most beautiful feeling ever...Ammar was like he is So cute..I love this boy so much...especially when he is sleeping... and i just kept kissing him all over his face...it's like heaven...
After that me and Ammr tried going back to sleep again, but Zaido el 3asal did something els. The boy all of the sudden started laughing! Not smiling but literally laughing! like haha...well it was more like heheh anyway u got the point lol! Ammar and I looked at him and to each other and staring laughing hysterically..it was such an amazing thing! what a night!!...The way he was laughing in his sleep!...ahhh that was the cutest thing ever wallahi. After that Ammar and i got into the discussion of is it really when babys do that that they actually seeing Angels? and we didn't really come up with any answers. In the end, Ammar decided to sleep in the other room. For me the sleep just gone from the window... ,so i decided to pray.. read some Quran mashallah 3alyee lol.. and i called Mama too, and here i am writing and you won't believe what just happened...Ammar was laughing in his sleep!!! I swear what is going on with my boys this morning!!!!! 3an jad what is happening?!!!
Well, I guess nothing but khair inshallah!!! "It's a beautiful morning":) now i can't wait to go back to sleep to have my own laughes..
Ya Allah make us happy all the time:)
Ameen.

Have u thought of donating?!!

Alhamdulilah today was a good day. First because i finally saw my dear Friends Fatin and raghad in school :) Second because i did good on my exam. Fatin and Raghad gave a small speech about hijab and mashallah they did a great job...I'm so proud of them Allah yzyhoon kel khair for trying to stop the misconception about hijab and women in Islam.
after the speech, we had a little chat outside the class and while Fatin was talking about her class (the one they have to practice on dead people's bodies) we came across the topic of is it Ja'ez in Islam to donate your body?
I'm actually welling to donate my organs after my death! I have no problem as long as they do it fast... (not for students to practice on me but simply donating my organs) and I've told Ammar that before, but i never questioned if it's halal or not i just know that if it will help saving people's lives then it jae'z. Well if it's haram Ammar would of told me right;) so i decided to do my own research on the topic and i found this article where it says that it is actully OK to donate, but there are some rules to it. The most imprtant one is you can't donate the reproductive organs. Other than that it is OK.
if you wana check it out here is the link from islamonline.net
http://www.islamonline.net/servlet/Satellite?pagename=IslamOnline-English-Ask_Scholar/FatwaE/FatwaE&cid=1119503543788

Now that i know it is OK to do so, I'm actually scared! i know this subject is kinda freaky emotionally, but when you think of it logically it make sense to me. When you think that a baby or a person could live or have a better life because of you, it makes you feel good. Not only that but think of the rewards you will get. Donating your organs is actually considered in Islam as a sadaqa jareaa...this is huge. That means even after a person dies, he or she will keep having the rewards from God!
I know this is not a very sexy topic..! But have you thought of donating?

YaAllah te7sen khetamna ow ter7amna ow tetwafana ow enty rady 3anna. ya rab la taj3al eldonea akbar hammy... Ammen

So Close!! Wheww

so yesterday while i was cleaning the kitchen, i started smelling something yucky...surprise! Zaido did it ;) so i was like yallah I'll finish what's in my hands and I'll go change his diaper. But after a minute the smell was so strong even thought he was not near me. I'm in the kitchen and he is in the living room playing! Then the light puped in my head, i just remembered that because it was hot that day, i took his clothes off and left him wearing the baby under wear thenge, and i jumped like crazy praying that what's in my mind did not happened! I took the first step outside the kitchen to find his diaper, which was full of kaka "sorry!" on his desk! i was gonna scream. Then i ran to see what else happened there...i was preparing my self to smell more aroma in the living room, feel a wet carpet, and find some kaka painting on the wall.

But Alhamdulilah i got there on time, i found zaido standing and waiting next to the satires looking confused. Habeby he didn't know what to do so he just stood there. I felt bad for him. Ofcourse i took him directly to the bathroom for a shower after i was holding him as far as i can :) But maan Thank God he didn't touch anything...can u imagine YUUUK! after the shower we went to see my in- laws, and ofcourse i told them the story. It seems like Zaido is ready to be potty trained. But i'm just looking for the good time cus i can't do that while i'm in school; I need at least 2 weeks to be inside the home to teach him how to use the bathroom, so we'll see. I'm not really exited about that!

Today alhamdulilah i finished my 2nd test. And habeby Ammar helped me by writing my paper:)) ...alhamdulilah he is always there when i need some help in school Allah yjzy el khair... and not only that, he also cocked today's dinner before he went to work! coooool ha. And it's not like he cooked macaroni and cheese... he cooked FREEKEH with meat and everything. It was so nice of him. So alhamdulilah with me finishing the test and Ammar cooking the dinner, today i came home so ecxited, i turned the Oldi Mix CD on and started dancing ma3 zaido =) we danced 3ala Girls just wana have fun to I've got sunshine to Shake it baby... loool. we were jumping on the coach, running around the table, and just having fun...lek i love this boy so much ya Allah. Sometimes we go jump on the bed too. I just can't wait to see my boy in the morning to give him the biggest kiss. Ya naas i LOVE my babyy ;)

Just The Two of Us

Alhamdulilah i talked to mama and Mohammed this morning, they r safe wa alhamdulilah....yesterday i went to my classes like usual...and zaido back to the babysitting. Today was hard for me cus me and zaido didn't go out. i spend the day cleaning, playing with zaido and studying, oh and i did walk on the treadmill for 30 minutes;). I don't know what happened to Zaido, he woke up at fajer and then slept for less than an hour around 10am...then he fall asleep again around 4pm, took some milk and back to sleep Now it is almost 10pm Mashallah!! and Ammar is in the masjid. Even thought zaido is sleeping, it seems like i can't study or do anything...i feel weird! the house is so quite. Tomorrow i think I'll go to CAIR's banquet... to show some support and because i don't wana sit alone in the house ;))
OK i think I'll go and try to finish my readings....Yay exactly one more month to finish :)

Ya Allah teser omorna

Good bey...

My mom and Mohamed are leaving tomorrow morning. Ammar and Mohammed are packing the stuff right now and i can't stand to see this image. This is going to be harder than i expected and i can't let mama see me crying right now. Those 2 weeks were the best in my life. Allah la ye7remny menkon ya a7la ow aghla ahel bekel haldynea.. ya rab la te7remny men shoofetoon be7ayaty kelha la anu i can't stand this anymore.. i want my family.. ya Allah make me strong please. I'm tired of my emotional ups and downs...i'm gona miss every moment...and zaido habeby he got used to them in the house....ya Allah u r the only one who knows everything about me...yesrer amry ow saberny ow same7ny.

Ya Allah towasselon belsalameh ow te7mehoon ow la te7remny men shoofeton soon...Ameen

Fussy but Good Time at Sears

Finally i took my sweet mama and tall Mohamed to Sears for some family pic...we call my brother tawalan in the family cus mashallah he is very tall, even the lady at sears was like; we have to make him sit or use the chair so he can be close to our height, or his face won't show on the pic. Everything was OK until we got there...Zaido afandi became very hard to control :(he didn't wana look straight at the camera and didn't want me to hold him (this is a whole other subject) instead he wanted to play with the toys and eat the Christmas candies they had! the lady tried so hard to got his attention but noo..didn't work., so we took some pic without him. Anyway, the pic came out so beautiful and i can't wait to decorate the house and my wall of fame; those moments and those pic are like a treasure to me.

check it out here! http://www.kahf.com/gallery/v/la/

The story of Zaido not wanting me sometimes started after we got back from Saudi. Usually when anything upsets him, he comes running to me for a hug and kisses, even if he did something wrong (when i give him that look), he still comes to me to hide his face in my lap (which makes my heart melt i love it when he dose that:) He never went to his daddy for that. I'm both very happy and surprised by the changes. The other day while i was studying, Zaido woke up in the middle of the night crying (i think it was his tommy), so i went to the room and tried to calm him down, but he won't stop! oh by the way zaido was crying and saying "babaaaaa" babaa:) i wanted to laugh so I called Ammar who was watching a movie with Mohamed for help... he came and took zaido from me. I'm not joking the moment he was in Ammar's arms he stopped crying! Ammar laid him in our bed, sat next to him, and zaid fall back to sleep! i was like NA3AM!? this is awesome. I might get a little jealous but I really love how zaido and Ammar are bonding together more, and I'm sure Ammar loves that too. I'm glad that Ammar is taking break from school this year; we were barley spending time together. He used to leave the house after fajer and dose not come home until 9-pm, sometimes later. Now we are actually eating breakfast together and spending sometime before he goes to work! that's why we decided that i don't take any classes before 1-pm, because this is basically our family time to spend with little zaido.

يا رب تبارك باوقاتنا و تيسر امورنا وتنجحنا بالدارين ...امين

Busy Having Fun

alf alhamdulilah im living the best days of my life...mamety and 7amodeh have been here for 9 days now. everything is diffrenet subhannallah...having ur family around u makes u feel strong. we r just having fun...going to the beach, shopping, eating out, and more shopping:) today we went to China Town, i have not been there for a looong time, in fact i've been there only once. we had to go there to buy some green tea:) they have the best kind for a good price..so we bought some for the entire family. personally i bought my favorite snack Chust Nut;) lool ..and i also boght this beautiful red asian desigend rob! i love it...
after that we went to Hollywood;D we saw the wax meuseume and other stuff....it was ok we had fun and took some pic:)), after that we ate at this Iranian resturant close to UCLA, ammar loves it and the food was hmm zareeeef!
for now im just trying to have the best time with my mama and 7ammod ....they r helping me out by taking care of habeby zaido too when i have classes:) M-TH from 1:30-5:40 i know this is long period of time, but subhannallh it feels so diffrent when u leave ur baby with a family member! i noticed that the first day i left zaido. when i used to leave zaido with the babysitter, i used to sit so nervioslly in the second class just thinking of when i will leave or should i leave early...then comes the driving to her house and trying some new streets and ways that can get me there as soon as i can, then hearing some comments from the babysitter of how he spilled the drink on her carpet that she just cleaned by hand the other day(by the way zaido still drink from the bottle!), or how he wants to play with her son's games..etc THEN comes the $!!!
when i left him with mama and 7amud, i noticed how i was driving very calmely! 3an jad. then hearing from mama how zaido slept 3 hours straight and how good he was!!(i'm sure he got fussy sometimes) but MAAAN IT FEELS GOOD.
eh tybe this is enogh now i think ammar slept while watching TV..Allah ya3ty el3afeh:) he is maknig sure that his in- laws r having fun;)) habeby

happy me;)

Testing....

bokra inshallah-Can't wait to see Mama and Mohammed:)

i dont know from where to start this week is very busy...im overwhelmed....
zaido habeby just turned 2 on saturday10/28/2006 :)) we celebrated that with Eid ..heh. This week was full of homeworks and midterms too. This Monday i have this debate thenge fro my class+ Quiz.... then those 2 big papers for my other 2 classes. Another thing is that on Monday me and ammar took zaido for the immunazation shots, they gave him 4 freaking shots, tab3an he cried,, i took him this morning alone for follow up and everything is good alhamdulilah....its ok but the thing is.... my Mommy and my little bro Mohammed are coming tomorrow:D YES!!!
i still can not belive it ...im SO happy ..alhamdulilah ..both mama and mohammed have not come to the US cince my wedding...that's 6 years a go!!! so im really exited alhamdulilah..and they r coming with khaleh Maysoon:) is that nice or what...there visit might be very very short though! Mohammed is in high school right now and he is taking time off from his school to come so we can finish his papres inshallah...BUT i'll try to keep my mommy here..we'll see....
ya Rab twasellon besalameh inshallh..i cant wait to hug my mommy and my bro..its gona be very intresting week for sure:)