It's Time to Say Goodbey!

salam alykom and Happy Ramadan everyone!!looong time no post:)

well of course I've been happy busy with Bayan and the baby, school and managing the crowded house! subhanallah i can't believe that this morning was time to say good bey:( ya, Bayan and baby Yazan were suppose to leave on the 25Th but the family back home were working SO hard to find them an earliest flight especially that now the baby's passport and all the paper work are done...and on Mon morning we got the ok! So ya i woke up this morning and kissed the baby and hold him tight...then Bayan and i cried...not too much thought lol, because she will be back in 2 months inshallah:) then i had to leave for my class. They are in the airport right now checking in...etc but they leave around 12pm inshallah..so im gona be able to call her.

I feel kinda numb right now...it happened so fast! but i know I'll really feel it when i go back to my house! ughh....subhanallah, she was here for about a month and a half..and we had SOOO much fun alhamdulilah:) i feel like we really didn't waste any minute... i'm just happy that she finally is going to be back with her husband, kids, and family with the new edition;)

May Allah make her flight easy and the reunion with the little one easy on the kids! mommy is back with a new one! inshallah everything will be just fine!

last Thursday we took the baby for his circumcision and what an experience that was!! it was the most scary thing. When we did it for zaido i couldn't even go inside the room...but this time me and bayan were there...and i don't recommended it at all..it's actually nothing like i imagined! But mashallah Bayan was stronger than me. I got dizzy just by watching, plus fasting, plus i had school that day from 8am...went home by 4pm...picked bayan and baby up to go to the doctor....finished and went back home by mughreb and cocked some food to break our fast! i actually waited for Isha prayer and went to sleep that night.

So now the baby is ready in every possible way to meet his daddy and family inshallah!

Tomorrow i have my first exam then another one on Thursday! ughh ..i really have to study and focus now cus obviously i haven't been reading at all in the house..ahhh i'm gona miss the baby's noise;) and zaido is going to miss khaleh Bayan and dada:) he loved him soo much and was actully good with him! he was not jealous or anything but just wanted to kiss him, hold his little hand, and desciver his eyes lol...

Hmm what other things, oh ya on Sunday we had the iftar at my in laws..it was fun alhamdulilah...and Ammar forgot to bring Zaido's bottle...so Bayan encouraged me to take the chance to stop the bottle! and I've been doing that...yesterday he cried alot when he wanted to take his nap and didn't wana take the cup...i was trying to hold him and calm him down until he finally gave up. so i hope day by day it will be easier...i have to check with the day care to make sure that he is using the cup.

any way..im gona go read inshallah....and i'm soo hungry! this is the first ramadan where im getting that hungry during the day!

May Allah accept our fasting and prayers. May Allah make this trip easy on Bayan and the baby...Ya Allah laka alhamdu walshukur 3ala kol shy's.