37 weeks mashallah

ok right now I'm 37 weeks and 2 days, 160+ pounds...I'm feeling some contractions and they are annoying..sometimes they feels like there is something heavy on my chest and heart and i have to breath slowly. 

I'm very busy with the kids..Zaid goes to Quran classes everyday@4 alhamdulilah and taking Karate classes every Th and Sat at the masjid. Lana is driving me crazy as usual alhamdulilah...there is always something to cry and scream about..from the morning when getting ready to school and choosing her clothes...to umm i don't know anymore...even Zaid habeby can't get his way with her ....but when she is in a good mood subhanallah!! she is the sweetest girl ever. she brings so much joy and life to our family alhamdulilah:) 

i just pray to God everyday to protect her and to give me patient to know how to deal with her because i need it...being pregnant with 2 kids is totally different. I'm so glad Ammar is finally home and no more traveling until i have the baby. the 2 months that he was gone were the hardest, not to mention the anxiety attack that i had and feeling all alone..thank God for my brother and amazing friends around me. I don't know what i could have done without them really. Alf Alhamdulilah I'm truly blessed:') 

I pray this baby will come in the right time healthy and easy inshallah...this baby went through a lot with me!
oh and i bought a gift and new shirts for Lana and Zaid to give it at the hospital inshallah, i want them to  feel that having a new brother is so special like Eid =) 

any way, today was busy yet fun alhamdulilah..the other day Ammar went to UCLA to pick up his PHD diploma:) and today we went to Michale's to frame it, Lana in the end of course managed to make a scene when we left..she was on the floor screaming her head off cus she wanted to take a flower! thank God Ammar was there..he just held her n forced her in the car seat while some people were watching:/  

she got over it after a while then slept! We, of course took advantage of the moment and had lunch@the Indian tandoori buffet ;) 

الحمد الله على كل شئ..يا رب تمم على خير ويسر وسهل امري واكتب لنا الخير حيث ما كنا..امين 

after the baby arrives inshallah, things are going to change..we might stay..we might move..we don't knw yet..it's all in Allah's hand..and Allah is the best planner..alhamdulilah.