Lana One year!

Day of Arafah! of course it's the most important day for Muslims, especially those who are in Hajj! may Allah accept from all of them..and make it happen for those who wish to go inshallah. But for me, today is also special in a diffident way. just like today, i gave birth to my precuis Lana..my beautiful angel=)

exactly like this moments i was feeling the contractions stronger and stronger! getting ready off to the hospital.......then everything happening very fast there! it was one amazing and BLESSED day i will never forget. i'll also never forgot that feeling when she was moving inside of me..it felt like a butterfly moving its wings traying to get out! subhanallah

soo baby Lana what can i say! you are one strong baby mashallah. you don't take no for an answer..you keep trying and trying until u take what you want. If I did not answer your crying fast enough, you will actually YELL at me!

one day we were drinking green tea and you kept trying to touch it. and khalo Mohamed kept moving the teapot right and left...and you kept walking back and fourth...u wanted to touch it! then khalo Mohamad was like maybe if she touches it, she'll leave us drink peacefully. you came with confidant and you touched the hot teapot...and we were all looking at you waiting for your reaction: you touched it...moved your hand back...walked away...THEN you came back and touched it again!!! Mohamad and I burst into laughter because we couldn't believe what you did! you are such cute stubborn girl lol.

Lultey, i love your smile sooo much..it makes my day soo bright...if i had a bad day, one smile from your face makes me wana hug you and forget the world around me. I love watching you and Zaid play..you guys make my heart melt. I love how you miss your brother when he sleeps on the couch! you go to him and you play with his hair..then you touch his face with your little hand..then you laugh like crazy lol..

and if i missed your daddy, i just look at you =) you have taking after him in SO many ways subhanallah! and i love it.

I love you both and i pray to Allah everyday to protect you and make you from 3ebadu alsale7een almusle7een. ya Allah make my kids always smiling and always happy..ya Allah bless us in those days and forgive our sins..ya Allah accept from all the Hujjaj and protect them..ya Allah accept our fasting and bring baraka to our life.

Ameen.

Happy Eid al Adha everyone =)