am i too sensitive?

So alhamdulilah this week was good and fun...just relaxing and spending time with the most beautiful son in this whole world:) Alhamdulilah alhamdulilah, alhamdulilah ya Allah laka alhamdu 3ala kol shy'a you gave me and my family. ya Allah don't ever make me forget to say alhamdulilah...

this boy just makes me so happy, I'm really glad we are spending everyday together...and not leaving him in the day care! it's just a good feeling...i love him and miss him...habeby..it's like I'm realizing now how much i'm missing when i go to school...ahhhh can't wait to finish school at the same time i'm gona miss it;)

so Saturday we had this masjid picnic..it was fun, i finished school, went grocery shopping, then drove directly to the park where Ammar was waiting for me to take care of zaido. Ammar as usual was in charge of the food! and he did a good job...but this whole thing is making me feel really mad...this whole job theng...im not gona go furthure...i just can't wait for my husband to finish his PHD and leave! May Allah give you strength habeby....may Allah bless you with something that you deserve!

AHHHThen on Sunday, i had the big dinner for the newlyweds. There was around 16 adults and 9 kids mashallah!! everything went smoothly alhamdulilah and im still eating from the left overs food lol. Usually after every big dinner,ammar and i go to bed with a big smile on our faces...but not this time. I was so happy until this tiny thing happened...when we started getting those bunch of phone calls! they kinda made me feel annoyed i have to say... i'm just praying this small thenge wouldn't change somebody's heart toward us. This is the last thing that we wanted to happen!

am i being too sensitive?! I am confused. I feel weird writing about it...but i just wana get it off my chest ba'aa!