Om Elzooz Elazooz

Friday, May 18, 2007

Free Time!

Well, i finished my finals last Thursday and yesterday i went to school to drop my final essay and i took Zaido with me. Then around 6pm i took zaido to see Ammar at this place where the police department in Hawthorne were having like a fundraising dinner for the (police dogs), it was not something huge or fancy... it was very simple where we got to see the chief of police and the mayor, who came to our house and meet with us and the neighbors when that incident happened few months ago. Also Zaido got to play with the police dogs=)
Last Sunday i envied some older friends over my house for a surprise baby shower. This is my friend's fourth baby mashallah! and those last tow pregnancies were unplanned!! i remember when she knew that she is pregnant how sad she was, but after that you know she was ok :) she was sad because this lady's pregnancies are usually not easy..she has to stay on bed rest, she has to take care of three children, and other hard stuff, and on top of all that...two weeks ago she fall down the stairs and broke her arm but the baby is good alhamdulilah!! can you believe it...and she is due any minute now...and she dose not have any family here:( So as soon as i finished my exams i decided to make a surprise party to cheer her up before she gives birth, and alhamdulilah i called some people on Friday and Saturday and the party was Sunday, which was mother's day too. I was scared that people will tell me no we can't make it, but alhamdulilah most of them came and the party was smooth and just nice.....the surprise was cool;) Nothing much is going on right now...inshallah I'm going to take summer school which starts in the end of the month! For now I'm just going to enjoy this break cus i REALLY need it. it's nice to spend my days with zaido and at the same time i feel kinda unfocused somehow... i just feel so empty... yes it's nice to have a break,yes it is very very nice to spend all the day with zaido but i just feel lonely, it's nice to enjoy life and share it with some one els, like a true friend, or a sister...and hubby is busy as usual may Allah give him strength Amen. Ahh..i miss my family...I just need to keep myself busy inshallah :)

The only thing is making me excited is the reunion. Next week inshallah we and all my husband's family are going to Tennessee for a family reunion:) they have been planning it for like a year! and subhannallah ..here it comes!! i can't wait to pack our stuff, be in the plain, and just have fun with the family. I really hope that it's going to be fun and drama free lol. can't wait inshallah...