Smile:)

Here i am again writing from the library...nothing is going on really, except last Sunday. we had the baby shower for my friend and mashallah many people came. The house was FULL of people and i loved it:) I wish i can have people at my house all the time! Everything was just perfect..the games ,especially the diaper game;) the food was just amazing, and the decoration were beautiful. I had a great time...of course many people who replied with yes to the e Vite didn't show up for some reason!! but still we had lots of fun..

School is almost over YAY and i can't believe it..time really flies! i have three essays to write. I almost finished one of them yesterday. Then finals next week...it's gona be a busy week. please make some duaa for me!

Well, i haven't been feeling great emotionally...my baby sister is getting married on 5/9, and i finish the last exam on the 17Th. Too bad for me...last Wednesday i was really feeling down...so one morning i woke up really mad at the whole situation. My sister can't postpone the wedding because there is no other date for booking a hotel, it's really hard now because alot people are having thier wedding on this time of year; she told me there is a wedding on the day before and after her wedding at the same place! and i can't take my exams early, plus the visa thenge. so any way i woke really mad and i told Ammar that i needed to go out of the house, and from there, weird things started to happen!...when i went to the bathroom, i saw one of zaido's hair on the floor cus i cut his hair the day before. The funny thing was that the hair looked like a smiley face:)!!!lol i started laughing...and i was like, even the hair is telling me to cool down and smile! Then i said to myself... all what i need now is for someone to stop me in the street and tells me to smile! so any way i got ready and left the house to cool down....cus like i said i was really mad at the whole situation, and ammar kept calling me to make sure that i was OK..poor guy! so i went to Marshals to buy some stuff for the back yard which by the way looks very nice now=) and i found not one but two jackets that i liked on sale!"shoppingtherapy"

Anyway, as i was driving my car and going out from the exit...there was this car coming in at the same time....and you won't believe what happened. This lady in the car said to me SMILE!!!!and drove away!! can you believe it!! i was in shock!! and i started laughing!!and from that moment my mood just changed and i was feeling better alreday! i stopped being sad about me not going to my sis wedding! of course im not like happy either but i feel like it's ok lobna...you know the peaceful feeling. so alhamdulilah 3ala kol 7al.

I called my mother before i went to class and she told me how everyone is getting ready for the wedding and buying the last minute stuff.

I feel so happy for my sister..i hope everything will go smoothly at her wedding. May Allah protect them all and make my sister and her husband the happiest couples on this earth. I can't belive my little sis is getting married subhanallah!!

Allah y7meekon ow yj3alkon men su3ada'a el darayn. Ya Allah ejma3na dayman 3ala el khyir.

يارب لك الحمد والشكر على كل نعمك... يارب اجعلني من الراضين بقضائك في كل امور حياتي وقوني على ذلك...ولا تجعل الدنيا اكبر همي

امين