Zaidos turn:(

Where should i start? the past few days i basically felt very lonely. since Wednesday i didn't have my car, so i couldn't take zaido out or do anything. Ammar has been very busy lately with the youth trips, the youth training thenge, and the big event and fundraising for the masjid on Sat. Subhanallah, i really was planning to go with him and I already spoke with khaleh who offered to come and pick zaido up Allaha yjzyha el kahir, but subhanallah Zaido habeby got sick and ofcourse there was no way for me to go and just leave him. He was cranky and very weak :(
It's wired every time i plan to leave zaido so i can go out.. something happens!

On Sunday Zaido got worse so we took him to the emergency room...because his doctor is not available on weekends! and alhamdulilah Ammar was home! Zaid has a runny nose, bad caught, fever, and dhiaria! After waiting for three hours, a doctor came and saw zaido finally. He saw zaido for like 2 minutes, gave us the description drugs, and we were free to go alhamdulilah. Ofcourse three hours felt like forever but alf alhamdulillah for all the blessing that we have, when you think of poor people, the kids in Africa, the Iraqi kids...Ya Allah!!!alf alhamella ya rab! we should never complain...it's 3eeb to complain wallahi.

oh ya, the doctor told us not to give zaido milk for 24 hours! that was somthing hard!! but i have to say that i will defently take some advantage of that. Zaido is used to sleep while drinking his milk, and I have been thinking of ways to stop that. It's not good for his teeth so inshallah this will work for him.

After that we went to see my in laws and we spend the night there.
But what a night that was! Zaido 7abeby woke up like 4 times ya haram:( he couldn't sleep. He kinda reminded me when he was a little baby, when i used to breastfeed him every hour at night!! was it every hour?!! i can't even remember now!! So Ammar and i were trying to hold him to make him go back to sleep...it was really hard! sometimes he just wanted ammar and sometimes he didn't want anybody at all...in the end i started singing to him and the only song that worked is the Sami Yusof song. He stopped crying when i sang "Allahuma saly 3ala sydena Mohammed......":)...i kept singing it and i came up with some new rhythms until he fall back to sleep. Bas ya 7aram this poor little sick boy ahh...Allah yeshfek ya mama wallah i miss him running around the house and seeing him happy and laughing. the sad part is when i have to give him his midecin. it's basiclly a war...after i give him the medicin, he holds his big teddy bear and moves away from me as if he is telling me "ana za3lan mennek:(" .. ya habeby!

Finally my car is back....but too late i already missed all the fun stuff!

Any way, so starting from tomorrow, Ammar is going to go to UCLA every Tu and Thu. He is going to help as a TA for one class... this should be good for him inshallah. Allah y'aweeh ya rab!

And my school starts in 2 weeks inshallah. Allah yesserha...i hope this semester is going to be a smooth one inshallah. It was a very long and nice holiday alhamdulilah and now it's time to go back to work.

Ya Allah eshfy zaido ow kel marda el muslemeen ow yesser omorana ya ar7am el ar7ameen.

Ameen!