Alhamdulilah!

Alhamdulilah the past few days were nice. I was busy painting the back yard and I had some ups and downs and different thoughts about it...after all the work i did, i think the choice of color was not the best one:( but I'm hoping with some decoration and little work, the outcome will be good inshallha!

This morning also we did the garage sale finally. We wake up early and started working...and I was surprised about how much stuff we have! And my clothes BOY!!! wow i did not realize that i actually have all that...i mean i can open a store with it!! so we had different things to sell, Ammar wants to sell the computer disk..so we took it down stairs and now I'm basically writing with the computer on the floor, it's killing my back=); we did not have any customers for it but inshallha we'll sell it soon after Ammar puts an add for it.
After that long morning, we left around 5pm to eat out and then went to ISNA. For some reason the people seem to be not interested anymore. It was sad, i mean 400 people only at ISNA!!! "that's what I've been told"!!!Allah y3ynoon.

There was this one thing that bothered me while i was at ISNA thenge...may be it's silly but i just think some people are hmm ..i don't know how to say it but ....i mean i was saying salams to those girls "i only knew two of them" who i only see at those kind of conventions and they are nice girls. After i said salamz and stuff, i had to leave fast to run after Zaido who wanted to check out the escalator! and I heared one of the girls saying " she is so skinny!". You think i should be thrilled ha?! well no I'm not because she said it like in a mean way. I mean if you want to talk about somebody behind his or her back..at least make sure that they don't hear you! it was not nice...at least say mashallah! i don't know if I'm wrong... But I've noticed most of the girls here are so different from back home... of course people there do talk behind your back too but at least they know how to do it lool ...i mean hello i was still next to you!

It bothered me because it's not the first time those kind of situations happens to me here....I have many stories to tell...and i don't wana waste more of my time talking about it...if you are interested to hear more just call me... loooool

Oh did i mention that i saw a very sweet dream! yes i saw my self pregnant;) all i saw is somebody's hands holding the baby and giving HER to me=), and oh my God how cute she was!!... I can not forgot her face.. my baby girl was SO beautiful...she didn't look like Zaido but she was so cute 3an jad she had those big blue eyes and this small nose and she was so white with a very blond hair... ahaahhh i loved her ya Allah I wana see her again...and for some reason i was giving birth by a c- section! but ya naas she was so cute..Subhannallah, it's like Allah give us "women" those kinds of dreams and feelings every once in a while to make us wana have more babys=)

But inshallah when the time is right;) heheh , i was talking to a friend and was telling her about my cute dream, even thought she is not married yet, she told me that she had a dream 7 years ago about her kids, and after all this time, she still remember their faces. She said i can't wait for me to meet them..Awww cute ha. Inshallah Allah will bless her and all the girls who are not married with good husbands and good kids inshallah.

And alhamdulilah 3alan all the blessings that we have and might take for granted. I mean i don't wana upset you but few months ago i knew that friends of ours got divorced after 11 years of marriage because one of them can't have kids! They have been through a lot..going to a different doctors and spending God's know how much money on surgeries and stuff! But subhannalla what can u say or do except saying alhamdulilah!

So just remeber, every time you pray and every time you look at your kid and hubby...say alf alhamdulilah!

ALHAMDU WA ASHUKRU LAKA YA RAB